hi.

food

i like food. i like almost everything..ill try almost anything, im not that picky. the only thing i hate is celery ha and beans. lately i havent been too hungry and it sucks, i think there is something wrong with me because i havent been eating much at all lately.. and it isnt because im starving myself its because im actually not hungry..i hate it! the last time i went to the doctor (a week ago) i lost 5 or 6 pounds from the previous time i got checked (a little more than a month ago) so i had to get blood tests done..its kind of a bummer.

this is all i ate the past two weekends.

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my nails ill be having for the next week or until i get irritated with the bows and rip em off. yay go sharks! [: [: [:

things have been eventful and very uneventful all at the same time. i go to school not as often before (not from 9 to 9 anymore thank gosh!) i knit A LOT now..im trying to get things ready for fanime since its in a month and a few weeks. id take pictures but not yet. heh

yesterday i went to the first sharks playoff game..it was the saddest day bc I GOT SICK RIGHT BEFORE THE GAME. how the fuck does that happen? tapioca express! lol thats my conclusion bc i ate some squid heads from there and right after i didnt feel good. we went to the game and i only lasted through the first..i had to miss my speech and pol 2 midterm..it sucked but i hope my teacher is okay with me making it up.

anyways, ive been on and off sick this whole damn year.. its starting to get irritating. its like, im good for a bit then all of a sudden here it goes again.. its such a bummer.

i always have too much to say! i need friends heh

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i always think about updating this but dont. so i guess ill just do it whenever i feel like it. haha

im not that sick anymore so i can almost fully taste food (yay) and my voice is back (yay yay!). when i went to the doctor i found out im 90 pounds! well 90.7 but whatever. haha i know to a lot of people that isnt a lot, but last year when i cut rice out of my diet for lent i went from being 97 pounds to 82 or 83 pounds.. my mom said i looked sickly but i couldnt tell since i see myself everyday all day ya know? idk. i cant explain it. but the fact of the matter is i am at a (somewhat) normal weight now. ^_^

i want to do ballet again so ive been stretching and trying to get my body flexible again.. idk how this will go because im lazy.. but i love ballet so much. there isnt a day that i wish i never quit.. i couldve been amazing.

anyways, ive gone back to school this week and it kinda sucked.. in the sense that there werent any classes i am so stoked about, but it was only the first week so who knows.. i might end up loving all of em. ive been knitting a lot, i try to make at least two ice cream cones a day haha im trying to have everything done early for fanime and well yeah.

here are some pictures of rayjohn and i from the cotillion we were never at.. haha (long story)

once again

im going to try and keep this going again, again again.

i dont know why its so hard for me to update this, but im really gonna try to from now on. ha

ive had a bad week--i was extremely sick, got a very large library fine (yeah, wtf), and found out i have too many units to qualify for financial aid this semester.. what a bummer.

on the brightside im going to sj tomorrow to hangout with loc, saturday is jon jons birthday.. and idk what else. im honestly just thinking if i should wear a skirt or a dress tomorrow.. haha